累

不懂为什么
最近总是力不从心
想做但是懒惰

最近觉得自己的心跳很不正常
好像都跳得蛮快的
蛮急促的
突然觉得很喘
喘不过气了
是压力吗？

在人前人后的我是否有不一样了呢？

最近都还蛮需要自己的空间
好好调伏自己
让自己快点恢复正常

以前当出现这种情况
我都还可以回家一个晚上
但现在却很难
因为根本没时间让我回家

我也不懂该怎么做了
要我说我却说不出
要我写我也写不出
因为自己出现什么问题我都搞不清
只知道脑袋里装满了很多
似乎没有空间了

希望在挑战还没到前
尽快将自己调整好
要不然
我也不懂该如何
去应付即将到来的挑战

还是那句话

给自己一些时间
加油吧！！

Prof.

Today went to meet with Prof. Lee

to discuss about our LI stuff

We hope can get some suggestions from him

and actually we hope to do our LI under him

Then

he told us many things

he told us the benefits of doing LI outside

he said can learn to adapt to real working environment

and can learn some technique
which he is going to teach in the class next sem
Besides,
once u perform well in the company,
the company might hire u after graduating
well
it sounds so good and attract me so much

But
after that,
Prof talked about the stuffs work under him

actually not bad also
although he said he is not so kind and quite strict
we still feel quite interested to work under him
because his paid is quite high compared to others
some more only work in campus
save a lot of cost
such as transport fee, accommodation fee etc
For a student,
I think it's quite worth and much convenient

Lastly
Prof asked us to think carefully then only make decision
to think carefully which way we want to go after 
he said whatever decision we made
he still can help us
which is either insert 3 of us into his recommended company
or work under him

Haiz..
hard to make decision
cause both sound good..
hehe..
so what should i choose?
any suggestion??

Feel good

I'm now at home again

but going back to usm after 5 hours

T.T

Back to really make me feel good

I can have a nice sleep at home

stay at home for whole day

doing my own things

without disturbing by others

So now

I'm feeling good

❤

天使与恶魔

我相信每个人心中都有

一只天使

和一只恶魔

通常是你的恶魔战胜天使还是

你的天使战胜恶魔呢？

今天我的心里出现了

这两只小东西

挣扎了许久

我最后竟然听了恶魔的话
做了一件让我还蛮愧疚的事

我似乎做错了

不是似乎

而是我真的做错了

现在的我其实有点后悔

但是却回不了头

唯有希望不会再重犯

有时人真的是犯贱的

明明知道不对了

还是选择听恶魔的话

当事情到了无可婉转的时候

才后悔没听天使的话

算了

过去的就让它过去吧

谨记

不要再重犯了！！

2009 --> 2010

hmm..

Don't know how to describe my 2009

my 2009 was not running smooth and happily all the times

There was quite much emo times

there was quite much busy times

there was quite much disappointed times

there was quite much upset times

However

there was still some nice memory for me

In 2009

my life has been changed a lots

 

In 2009

I have learned a lots

and

met a lots of friends

In 2009

I have found many "family members"

in my home away from home

In 2009

I m finally 20

In 2009

I have found my special him

❤

Although my 2009 was not the most perfect

it still is a precious part of my life

And now

my 2009 has passed

and

my 2010 is coming

 Hope that

my 2010

is another wonderful year

❤

~All the best to all of us~