recently

Just realize that

I have such a long time

didn't update my blog

Too busy?

Lazy?

I don't know

For the week before school re-open

I had a whole week camp

honestly

no time for rest

that time was damn tired

luckily still had a saturday night

for me to sleep enough enough before back to USM

Once I stepped into USM gate

I know that there will be a busy life

is waiting for me

to challenge it

Well

The first week is still quite ok

quite free

I still have some time to rest

and do my own stuffs

But

start from 2nd week

every events and activities start running

I start to be busy

and of course tired

Don't know why sometimes I feel pressure

I wish I never take up the responsibility
so that i no need to bear for it

but sometimes when I calm down myself
think think think and think
I found that actually
my responsibility is much lesser than others
why do I still complain??

I always try to run away
try to ignore
try not to involve if not necessary

but is it the correct way?

I DOUBT IT!!

Just a lame post
for me to know myself more..